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so i have a lot of life-stuff to catch up on here, but i just saw a post on tumblr saying that march is endometriosis awareness month and reminding people who have periods that debilitating menstrual pain is not normal, and if you experience that you should get checked out.

and that reminded me of a conversation that happened the morning of my surgery -- in a "women's hospital", in the minimally-invasive ob/gyn surgical unit. cw talk of blood )
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yeah, i'm making the last-minute decision to finally participate (after watching for years). there are a LOT of things going on right now, and i have so many things to post about that i have post paralysis. hopefully this will help.



Day 1: In your own space, talk about your Happy Place—the things that give you joy, calms you or keeps you sane.

i think my happy place is concerts. live music, preferably somewhere dark, crowded, and loud, but i do okay with daytime, sparsely attended, and outdoors as well. and this even includes being seated while politely watching an orchestra or whatever! so: preferences within the category, but they are all my happy place.

more about concerts )


other things that fit the bill:
i am doing a wheelthrowing pottery class, and that is something i didn't expect to love but i seriously keep jonesing to get back to the wheel. i kind of don't care what i make, i just like the physical act of doing it. also clay is fun to squish.

and, most shockingly: turns out i enjoy math? some math? i took statistics because it's a pre-req for accounting classes and i really loved it. and i start my accounting class next week. i enjoy bookkeeping in the same way i enjoy jigsaw puzzles: sometimes it's super-rewarding and things go click-click-click, and sometimes you spend a day annoyed and pretty sure there are pieces under the refrigerator. (unlike in jigsaw puzzles, in bookkeeping you can (sort of) just say fuck it and write a journal entry to make it look right and label it "this is to fix some fucking thing, i'll dig into it again later"). anyway. happily one of my two jobs right now is doing (mostly very straightforward) bookkeeping for ~9 small nonprofits in the area. the people parts of that job are often still stressful or frustrating, but the work itself is relaxing and sort of invigorating.
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i just...am so fond of gerard way, y'all.
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i'm pretty sure i haven't seen fanart where harry potter is white in *years*. not to mention hermione.



/pours out a firewhiskey for the delicate tumblr ecosystem
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okay so one of the exciting things about taking a break from lj/dw-style social media and being too angry about the world on my public twitter to mention anything personal and...not being able to remember how to spell my username on my locked twitter and accidentally being logged out so long that i don't feel like i'm an active part of the conversation anymore and tumblr being tumblr is that like. a lot of things have happened in the meantime?

do i remember how to do a cut )
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i saw widows sunday night and i cannot stop thinking about it. please go see it so we can talk about it, unless you already have, then please comment so i can capslock in your direction.

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